Its been my long cherished dream to have my own blogspot...pen my thots...scribble my ordeals...share my bliss...

And here Im...A new kid on the block !!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Driving Me Crazy !!!

Kids can stir all kinds of emotions that we never imagined we had,before children.They are the ones who press our button…and believe me,they do it like no one else can !!

Recently,I realised one of the secrets of dirty motherhood – We all are pushed to the edge.The tiny tots we love the most ,love getting on our nerves.

I have been going crazy offlate and all the credit goes to our little devil Shreya !!

She can instantly transform me into a whirling wind .I wonder with awe,how come there are those moms handling 2 kids ,a job and home with serenity…I feel terrible when Im not able to control her.Iam submerged with guilt when I say those things in anger which I wouldn’t take from anybody else.

Sometimes, we overreact coz of unrealistic expectations- both for ourselves and our kid.Its coz we love them so deeply,we are disappointed and frustrated.( Now that’s jus a solacing thot )

And,after all self realisations….history repeats itself..its only a viscious cycle.

Does it ring a bell somewhere for u??

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Proud Moments !!

The academic year has commenced and there is no looking back...Its all about Fun,Celebration,Contests,Projects,Performances...

We both love to be a part of all the school events....There is so much of learning from each contest...each celebration...If not for Shreya,atleast for me:-) Its almost like back in school and its indeed a great deal to wear ur kid's shoes and be there !!

Now all these suddenly brought back memories of the last one year..Wat did we do together ??

Dressing her up in different costumes for all the festivities at school...preparing her... rather drilling her ( !!) for all the contests...having a ball,hugging,cuddling... when she comes back home with prizes n certificates...Energize her when there is a downfall....
Ups n downs have jus been a part of our learning process...and she has seen both and taken it in her own stride !! Surprisingly,this is one thing I definitely need to learn from Shreya...

Love you baby..let us, together look forward to the challenging years ahead !!