Its been my long cherished dream to have my own blogspot...pen my thots...scribble my ordeals...share my bliss...

And here Im...A new kid on the block !!

Friday, August 19, 2011

Should I let U go ????

It’s a sad Breakup..Our relationship was definitely successful n flourishing.It leaves me torn in a state of depression.Though my mind says its all about moving on and progressing,my heart doesn’t accept it.We have shared our joy n sorrow, been thru the ups n downs.
I don’t even know if I could accept the change.Im only staring helplessly at the change taking place.
It wasnt my decision at all....I m forced into this dear..:-((
I jus hope u will forgive me for all this...Wish u all happiness wherevr U are....

Monday, August 8, 2011

Let Down !!

Is there a way to deal with your guilty pangs???

It was the Annual Krishnashtakam competitions !! Shreya had definitely prepared well..she was chanting aloud..with all proper pronounciations.
But alas !! She did not win this time!! I know she cant win it everytime ...I cant expect her to be on the winning side always..but still I felt let down...after all the preparations...after all the drilling sessions...It was just a cake walk for her.

My heart broke when she said,"Amma I actually wanted to win it for u...But I dont know why they din give a prize !!! "
I was over a barrel....helpless... !!

And here I was expecting too much from a 4.5 year old...and taking it on her for not winning too!!
Just pray God to be by her side always !! Atleast make her happy for all the efforts that she is putting in !!

A Big Assignment in store !!

Inbetween our bday party preparations and planning for family gettogethers, its time for another event !!!
I was so thrilled when I got a call from AGM,Marrybrown to come and meet him.Though initially, the discussion was to just promote their Kids Carnival which they were planning for Independence Day.Somewhere, there was a spark and I blurted out!! Can we as funsquared organise the entire event???
There it all started...it was exchange of mails about rates and quotations...discussions about games...planning an agenda..and YES, we are doing the event !!!
And that means more work for the next one week!!And Im happy....pressure is something that I love and I wrk better:-)